Monday, February 15, 2010

Its been a while

So in the last week, we managed to make it through hell. Which was actually really really stressful. We opened and 'Nickel and Dimed,' while ungodly stressful with the cues involved, is a beautiful and incredible show to get to work on.

I love my girls on the fly rail. WHile they may talk a lot (and I am guilty of the same charge), they have really been doing a great job.

This morning in Acting I cried. Not about my lack of monologue memorization, but because of the personalization exercise we had to do. We had to image three people we had some sort of emotional connection to. I knew I wanted to do my sister, but the other two just sort of happened. We then had to just talk to them and say how we felt, what we felt, what was so important about our relationships to that person. It is amazing what can happen. I went from crying because I miss my sister so much, to yelling at someone and finally admitting the hatred I have bottled up inside, to crying while talking to my grandpa. I haven't thought about him in a very long time without it being a laugh. I balled my eyes out. That is such a weird feeling to be so vulnerable in front of my friends. But you gotta love that class.

Yay for Chuck Norris.

1 comment:

  1. You know of course if your grandpa was here he would tell you to put your hand on the table then see how fast you can pull it away as he hurdles a knife towards it...yah he was sick like that:) On the flip side he was so puffed up proud of you and loved you very much. Not gonna lie, the part about Tori and how much you miss her teared me up a tad. I do so love how you love each other. What is it about "Lousy as Ususal" that brings out the sap in me?

    Did you get your "hot" Valentine in the mail?

    Queen Fabulous

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